I am a true believer in the law of attraction -- "like" attracts "like" and we have the power to manifest certain realities in our lives.
When I was a teenager and starting to realize I was gay and my desire for boys instead of girls began to overpower my mind, thoughts, and cock, I was compelled to search out and find all I could to ease both my confused thoughts as well as my demanding cock. Growing up in southern Louisiana in the '80s was not the ideal place for a gay teenager and there were certainly NO places available for me to explore or understand my new becoming. God-- I cant believe I'm about to say this, but there was NO INTERNET back then. No smart phones, no Grindr, (and I walked 20 miles to school on an oyster shell road... bare foot!)
But I was not deterred. I asked my parents to just drop me off at the library -- a perfect cover for my illicit activities -- then parked myself at the card catalog and looked up every possible book related to being gay, homosexuals, men, swimmers, divers, anything and everything that would show the "male form." And then I hit pay-dirt, GQ magazine, its pages filled with the most spectacular underwear ads. I remember the day, flipping the pages, and I could feel I was about to find something good -- it was a gut feeling that my life was about to change forever. I turned the page and I saw the most amazingly mind-numbing, orgasmic image of my young life -- a Calvin Klein ad featuring the perfect man. I quickly ripped out the ad and then spent the next 2 hours in the library bathroom 'falling in love". And I "fell in love" with him everyday until the fine paper nearly fell apart in my hands -- years of folding and unfolding it caused it to just break apart into pieces.
Years later and thousands of miles away, I met the perfect boy and we fell in love. We have been together ever since. But here is where it gets interesting -- a few months ago, Max Ryder sent me a text with an image attached, "looks like RJ", and believe it or not, it was the Calvin Klein ad of my youth. Seeing that image brought back a flood of emotion -- the chief one being I had attracted and manifested RJ into my life. He looks EXACTLY like the model in the Ad. And years later I did a drawing of RJ title GOLDEN BOY WITH GOLDEN SHOWER, looking at both know mystifies me.
Something similar happened again just recently. Zach came into our lives at the perfect time for each of us. His stamina, attitude, and creative spirit was a blast of energy that was needed, and we had what he wanted -- a safe, creative, loving place to explore and grow. You see, this is Zach's first time. And by first time, I mean SEX with a boy.
Now, before you scream "gay for pay," know he is not. He's been thinking, wanting, needing the touch of another like him -- a boy, a man, a lover, gay, straight, bi, a sexual creature who wants and craves the energies of a body in motion, a body designed to give and receive pleasure. Where he lives now -- that is not possible or available to him. Like many of our performers he decided to come to CockyBoys. Both RJ and I fell in love with him the second we had our first video Skype. He was so authentic and present -- every part of me was stimulated. And I remember feeling the same when I first met Jake Bass over Skype. And it hit me -- Like attracts like, and I knew Zach's first time should be with Jake. It's true they look like opposites, but attraction is grounded in more than what you see or know -- Form me it's what you know you don't know that is so powerful -- and so I'm happy to give you Zach's first time with Jake.
Zach found CockyBoys while working at a gym in Dallas, and a few weeks after he contacted us, we flew him to New York to check him out in person. We were swept off our feet by his charming southern drawl, his wavy hair, and his open curiosity about all aspects of sex. He's never been with a guy before, but had fooled around with plenty of girls, so we were anxious to show him the gay way.
He'd been a huge Jake Bass fan up until he came to New York, so we thought we'd introduce the two as soon as possible to see what would happen. Jake asked him all the right questions -- we found out he loves to be a dominant top and has never even fingered himself before. Jake was pretty shocked, but kept prying for more until finally, Zach unzipped his pants and showed off his cock mid-conversation.
Soon enough, the two started kissing before Jake whipped out the Fleshjack and put both their dicks inside at the same time! From there, they jerked off side by side and literally came at the exact same time. We know there's going to be a big future for Zach -- he's already interested in doing a threeway next...